In which I have a problem…

I have a problem.

I don’t trust God.

I don’t trust Him to know what’s best for me. I don’t trust Him to get me through hard times. I don’t trust Him to get me through next week.

I have a problem.

That’s not to say I don’t believe in God, but I don’t trust Him very much. My distrust with God goes way back.

Maybe it’s because I went through a lot of abuse as a child? I’m not sure.

All I know is that once again I find myself sitting in front of my keyboard, crying and typing, worrying about the future and everything God is going to put me through…

Or, not put me through…

Yeah.

So, how’s your Wednesday going?

Vengeance is the Lord’s, Part 3: The Elm Street Parents vs. F. Krueger; Honourable Judge YHWY Presiding

Introduction:

Forgive this post for a sounding a tad repetitive, but if you’ve never heard of a Nightmare on Elm Street or of Freddy Krueger, you’ve probably spent your life as a desolate hermit.

Heck, when I was young my most favourite horror franchise was the Elm Street saga. Heck, I was on Team Freddy.

Then again, I was also semi-addicted to pornography back then. So, no accounting for good taste.

However, since then the Christian community will be glad to know that I have repented from porn and Freddy and am now porn-free and on Team Jason. (Yeah, I figured that since I had to pick a side, I’d switch from the team of the child-murder/pedophile and go for the special needs boy that got picked on at Summer Camp.)

Hey, I didn’t say my conversion story would be monumental.

Anyways, back to the movie.

For those that don’t know the plot of the 1984 film, A Nightmare on Elm Street follows the trials of Nancy and her friends as they try to escape the clutches of a killer who can only murder them in their dreams.

The parents’ actions:

The film eventually tells us that the killer stalking Nancy and her friends is the spirit of a dead child-murderer, Fred Krueger. Years ago, Nancy’s mother and a few of the other Elm Street parents tracked Krueger down and murdered him for his crimes, as the court system could never try him.

nancy's mother

Nancy’s mother, in front of the hearth where she hid Freddy’s glove.

Desperate, the parents put an end to Krueger, thinking they’d never see him again. However, much like Pamela’s vengeance in my last post, their vengeance scheme eventually comes back to bite them as Krueger’s ghost comes to haunt and kill their children. Not to mention the fact that Nancy’s parents had to cover up their vengeance with lies in order to hide the truth from their children, even though their children were in danger from Freddy! (Somebody should have told the parents that “the truth would set them free” and prevent their kids from being killed. Possibly.)

The film also testifies to fallout from taking revenge, as Nancy’s mother is shown to be an alcoholic who uses alcohol to cope with what she, her ex-husband and the other parents’ did.

This reminds me of  this New York Times’ article which talks about how revenge keeps us tied to the past and to the person against whom we took revenge. This is symbolized in the movie by Nancy’s mother keeping Freddy’s glove (which he used to murder children) in the basement of her own house!

Scary! And more reasons as to why revenge is never the right answer.

Freddy’s revenge:

Freddy’s revenge against the parents is testament to this fact: evil can be temporarily defeated, but it always tries to find a way to come back; much like the departed Krueger. In fact, later in the series, it isn’t surprising to find out that the whole reason for Freddy’s return is due to a pact he made with some “dream demons”.

However, Freddy’s revenge while less justifiable than that of the parents, triumphs at the end of the film, as Freddy not only succeeds in trapping all of the children, but killing Nancy’s mother as well.

(At least, until a later sequel where it’s revealed that Nancy is okay. Only for her to die in that same sequel. Unfortunately.)

What do we take away from this?

Well, a cynic might say that this movie is proof that there is no God and no justice in this lifetime.

However, a Bible scholar might say that the whole point here is that if the parents’ hadn’t taken matters into their own hands, Krueger might never have returned from the grave. He may have escaped earthly justice, but it would have prevented him from being as big a threat as he had become.

Biblical perspective:

Let’s take a closer look at that same verse from my post on Friday the 13th.

Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone. If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. On the contrary: “If your enemy is hungry, feed him; if he is thirsty, give him something to drink. In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head.” Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.

(Romans 12:17-21).

Did you catch it?

Try to read it again.

This scripture tells us something very important which is that “Vengeance is the Lord’s” and for good reason. God’s justice is perfect. Ours isn’t. If it’s one thing I learned the very first time I watched A Nightmare on Elm Street it’s that the parents’ taking matters into their own hands is what caused the whole mess in the first place.

What the parents needed to know (and this applies to us, too) is that there is also a promise in this verse. A promise which we need to be all be scared of: “Leave room for God’s wrath.” That verse is both a source of comfort to me and an extremely scary verse for me to deal with.

Considering all the wrongs I’ve done in my lifetime, the notion that God promises to repay it, frightens me.

It should frighten you, too.

Let’s take a moment to reflect on that and pray:

 

Lord, help me to remember Your Justice is swift.

Lord, help me to be patient when wrong is done to me.

Lord, forgive me for all I have done. 

Lord, I fear You, have mercy on me.

Amen.

 

Computer, cue some music that can inspire us to become better people!

[Please note the movie photos in this post as well as the proper spelling for Krueger’s name come from IMDb.]

 

stars and clouds at nighttime

Photo by Arnie Chou on Pexels.com

 

 

 

In which I feel a little better…

Hey everybody!

I’m coming off of a rough medication change, but today, things are different!

Just when I thought I was down, God lifted me back up. Just when I thought I was gonna spend the whole day in bed, God gave me enough energy to write this and do schoolwork!

I can’t praise His name enough!

Please join me in praising Him today! For He is good! And through Him all things are possible!

Vengeance is the Lord’s, Part 2: Welcome your next priest, Fr. Piccolo of Tarsus

I’d like to pause our regularly scheduled horror movie programming and instead take a moment to reflect on Dragon Ball and Dragon Ball Z.

Just sit back down and give me a minute to explain.

It’s just that I noticed a few parallels between the story of Piccolo and the story of Paul in the Bible.

Think about it.

For those of you who haven’t watched or even heard of the Dragon Ball franchise. Allow me to introduce the character of Piccolo.

Piccolo

Meet Piccolo.

Now that introductions are made, let me tell you a story.

Once upon a time, there was an evil alien named King Piccolo. One day, Son Goku showed up and defeated him. But, the evil King Piccolo gave birth to an egg, which spawned Piccolo, Jr. Or, just Piccolo.

Piccolo grew up to be just as evil as his father, and was soon defeated by Goku. However, when Goku had a family of his own, and an evil Saiyan came to Earth-

Just stick with me, please, I know the plot is very complex-

When the Saiyan came to Earth, Piccolo teamed up with Goku to defeat this Saiyan. However, during the battle Goku was killed, so it was up to Piccolo to prepare Goku’s son, Gohan, to be ready when some more Saiyans arrived.

Piccolo, who eventually saw Gohan as a means to an end, grew to care for the boy and nurtured him and his later brother into adulthood.

There are many moments during the series where Piccolo winds up raising Goku’s two sons, (as well as other children) and giving them guidance.

Keep in mind, this guy tried to straight up murder people.

Kind of like…Saul.

Another interesting fact about Piccolo is that he comes from an alien asexual race. So, he’s essentially celibate.

Kind of like…Paul.

When I think about Piccolo, I think about him being everything a good priest (or pastor) should be. He’s patient, he’s caring and he’s pretty darn responsible, too.

And I can’t help thinking about Saul’s transformation into Paul.

Huh.

I wonder where the creator for Dragon Ball got the inspiration for Piccolo.

(Methinks it was a visit from the Holy Ghost… Maybe. Just maybe.)

Now, to tie this back into vengeance, Piccolo not only wound up suffering defeat on his quest for vengeance, he wound up having to take care of his enemies and protect them, which, in the end, led to him having friends and meaningful relationships, as well as not having to spend a lifetime in loneliness.

It reminds me of Saul and his personal quest against Jesus. He hated Christians and legitimately saw them as a threat to everything he held dear. They were his enemies. Yet, much like Piccolo, Saul never gained as much in his lifetime, as when he joined the opposing team. Team Jesus.

So, my takeaway for today is :

1)Start broadcasting episodes of DBZ with Piccolo at your local seminary or Bible college

2)Be like Piccolo, lay down your quest for revenge. You might just gain more in the long run!